currently, I have been wondering "what is the exact measurement that classifies people into being good or bad? into being BLACK or WHITE?" Because this world isn't just about the rights and wrongs or about being black or white. often times, there are an indescribable side which is named 'the gray side'.
the gray side doesn't fully occupy the black, but it also doesn't fill the white side. the gray side is always about being in the middle. the mid of right and wrong, guilty and not guilty, evil and good, ordinary and extraordinary.
as for me, I truly believe that I'm on the gray side. it's like Marilyn Monroe once said "I am good, but not an angel. I do sin, but I'm not the devil. I am pretty, but not beautiful." even a phenomenal Marilyn Monroe had the guts to say those words. that quote resembles me. A LOT. I'm always caught in the middle. I can be supremely good at times, but at some points I just can't hold back when darkness takes over. let me emphasize distinctly here, I am not that devilish, but don't expect me to be extremely kind, because sooner or later, I certainly, without any hesitation, am gonna disappoint you.
sometimes I even can't distinguish bad and good. I'm trapped in this riddle called LIFE. life is a game, I believe it. if life is not a game, why are there things called winning and losing? it is indeed a game, we, as human, just have to follow and learn its tricks and patterns. in life, you can't always get what you want.
to sum up, the gray side always exists. most of the people are on this side, for sure. if you don't believe it now, soon you will see what I really mean.
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